so aham

ko aham? ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham  ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham  ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ♦ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham ~ ko aham? ~ shanti ~ shanti ~ shantihi.

bah! humbug!

Cindy-Lou Who: Santa, what's the meaning of Christmas?
The Grinch: [bursts through the Christmas tree] VENGEANCE! 
The Grinch: [calmly] I mean. . . presents, I suppose. 

Dharmis, Yogis & Zen

ok so I started a Dharmis, Yogis & Zenists group on Twitter. Not sure how to promote it..

Promoting the Lesbians group was simple enough but this seems a bit different. Perhaps I'll leave it to promote itself and see what happens! Hahaha.. :) Yeah, that sounds about right. Perhaps members will be attracted thru bhutatathata..

Ok, I admit, I am just looking for an excuse to use the word, bhutatathata because that is my favorite word.. :D Let's say it again.. bhutatathata.. bhutatathata.. yay! bhutatathata.. *sigh* Alright, I feel better now.

Hmm.. so where to find other Dharmis? I know they are somewhere out in the ether.. I guess I could start to scrounge Twitter for them, but then what? I have no particular reason for wanting to find them. Just something to play with, I suppose, like this blog post. :P

Oh, but I made the image above for the group then decided against posting it there, so I'm posting it here instead for now.. Nevermind, I just posted the image at the group too.. Hmm.. It was pretty uneventful. It will be nice if the developers improve the capabilities of Twitter Groups.

crucifix | crucible

i'm feeling nailed to this moment like the image of the body of christ nailed to the cross.

i'm draped listless and doubting.. wondering "hast thou forsaken me?" while the prospect of death looms circling overhead like a flock of buzzards spying a fresh new carcass.

even in the wake of new-found love, I am imprisoned in time looking to the next moment for salvation from boundless desires, empty frustrations & reasonless fears.

yet my salvation is only to be found in the life that drips from my wounds as I hang here on this moment suspended in this prison of time.